05 1 / 2012
so scared :(
Im afraid to loose you, actually im terrified :(, nothing actual scares me so much! just the thought of living my life without you in it makes me sick the the stomuch :|, i honesty wouldnt be able to cope :/! i need you in my life! im actual so addicted and obbssed with you its like un healthy, but your the only person that keeps my heart beating and gives me the motivation to do things, like with tigers, you told me that your not gonna let me leave it, just shows that you care so much, and with just that is giving me soo much motivation and enthosiasim to keep at that, keep at my dreams and to try make a better life for me , and us when were older <3 , seeing you nearly everyday is like a routine for me now, and a way of life, that i dont ever wanna stop! makes me happy to wake up and to know that i will be seeing your wee face! you lighten up my day, without you my life would actual be so so dull :( , you make me the happiest girl in the world <3, never fail to make me laugh and smile, and yes i know we have our ups and downs and our little and big differenes, but tbh what relationship wont have :( , at the end of the day i truely think they make us stronger, and we learn from them and our mistakes, no ones perfect, but can clearly make an acception to you, as you are honestly the most amazingnest boy i have ever met in my intire life, i never ever want to lose you, and quite simply cant loose you ! your my everything and my whole and intire life, i want what we have planned for our future to actually happen! im looking forward to it soo much, growling up without you and knowing what could have been will kill me, i know for a fact that i would never ever forget you, and try my best to get you back, no matter how bad things turn out :( , if its my fault we ever split up, then im sorry :( , would just hope that you would be able to take me back, and if it was your fault, i would always forgive you, knowing that my love for you is alot stronger that just what ever would have caused us to split :( , just hope so much that you wouldnt never ever lose feelings for me ;( , i know that i probs shouldnt even be talking like this the now and only consentrate on the possotive, but it just scares me sooooo much :(, i dont ever want to loose you! im crying atm writing this, this is how bad i get with just the thought, never mind actually feeling it and knowing that your not apart of me or my life, just hope that you never forget about me when your out drinking either, weve spoke about this tonight, dont know when youll be reading this but yea .. its not that i dont trust you :$ cos i do, its just that scared thing again, cos you said that your like up for anything, and if theres drunk girls there and your drunk then boom! thats all i ever think about :( , i know i shouldnt but i cant help it, just the way i think and am sure youd be the same :( , would honestly kill me to think that another girl even got to touch you in any way (u) .. your mine , and for my eyes only :(, i know your gorgeous and that any girl would love to be with you or even for you to be in them :L:L, you should totally always put me in yer pocket when you go out without me :( , but yeaa, av probs rabbeld pure lots now :( , this post is coming to an end, when you do read this i just want you to know that im in love with you, i trust you millions, never leave me! your my everything, my boy! my one and only, my true love ! the ONE <3 the reason why my heart beats! your my future, and my babys daddy (a) , why ma so cute ? but yeaa! i love you ryan <3<3
04 1 / 2012
"Words could never say it; it’s depth could not be found. A feeling without eyes to see or the ability to be seen. Love is invisible to the eye, imperceptible to the ear, and not sensed by a hand…Yes.
The deepest and most innate feelings of love will not be felt by the sweet sensations on our skin.
Instead, they will be recognized by the sensuality of the human spirit."
04 1 / 2012
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There isnt a day where your not on my mind, There isnt a hour where your safety isnt my concern, there isnt a minute where im not thinking of ways to make you happy, There isnt a second where im in love with you, There isnt any words that can describe my love for you, There isnt any gift i can give that can truly express it, There isnt any expression that can show you my truly love, there is only this …me, my promise to make our lives happy everyday, my promise to always be by your side, my promise to never let anything bad happen to you, me, our future family, my promise to hold your hand, to hold you tight, throughout all the pain, the suffering, the harships of life, and never let you go, forever…..i will always love you
03 1 / 2012
"You know you’re in love when you don’t wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better than a dream."
03 1 / 2012
"If I could be any part of you, I’d be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips."
